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I Heard It's Still Punk
02:10
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Harvest of My Hope Fest
02:49
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Ravelry, or whatever
00:49
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Don't you think it's funny how insecure we feel
When we find out that insecurity has this sincere lack of appeal
And I feel so distraught about and wish I hadn't thought about it
But it's too late
And everything that happens now, is just this downward spiral
And everything out of my mouth now, makes me almost suicidal
And I feel so out of touch, I feel so fucked in half
And I know that all I'm good for is a dirt cheap laugh
I don't think I can last, no I'm withering away
I learned to sew my fucking mouth shut today
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We're the.
01:45
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When you're around me, I feel so damn sure
of myself, my life, our life, more sure than ever before
Even when we're fighting, I know you're for me
Because no matter what goes down, we will be down like gravity
We paint a beautiful picture, we make a wonderful song
Just look into my eyes and you know, about this, I'm not wrong
I quote bands I don't like, the lyrics make it so hard not to
Man those Christians in Relient K, know how I feel about you
When I'm feeling lost I hold your wrist to feel my pulse
And, I know that I'll alright as long as I have you tonight
We paint a beautiful picture, we make a wonderful song
Just one look in my eyes, and you know about this I'm not wrong
We paint a beautiful picture, we make a great fucking song
Just take a good long look in my eyes, and you know I'm not wrong
About this, I'm not wrong
About you, I'm not wrong
About us, I'm not wrong
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I'm so depressed I don't think I'm going outside today, I'll waste the day away
Eat cap'n crunch and read webcomics, so it won't matter that I didn't bathe
I don't like the way your sunrays treat me anyway, I'm freckled enough already
Oh you know what's best for me, you know what will relieve stress for me
If you would just shut the fuck up
You don't know what's best for me
I know I don't either, but I could sure use a breather
Won't you please just shut the fuck up
I don't feel like getting dressed
And I've got too much on my plate and I'm not even hungry anymore
I'm tired of the way you treat me
You think that you can defeat me
Just because you're a giant ball of gas, you judge me for sitting on my ass
You think that you're so clever
Because you've been around forever
But I know being with you isn't the answer, because you like giving people cancer
I can just sit here for hours, knowing that I'm much better than you
Because every night I don't go down like you do
I'm so depressed I don't think I'm going outside today, I'm too awesome anyway
Eat cap'n crunch, listening to spoonboy, I know I'm way too cool to bathe
I don't like the way your sunrays treat me anyway, I've told you already
Oh you know what's best for me, you know what will relieve stress for me?
If you would just shut the fuck up
You don't know what's best for me
I know I don't either, but I could sure use a breather
Won't you please just shut the fuck up
I don't feel like getting dressed
And I've got too much on my plate and I'm not even hungry anymore
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Vingt (Do Stuff Already)
01:57
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I don't know what to do with myself, I'm so tired of waiting with my ambitions on the shelf
I'm a high school drop out, college drop out, it's a cop out, I know I know but hey what do we know
And I'm falling apart like my shoes, it's no use I abuse every chance to break loose
And I'm sorry that I'm such a disgrace, your trust was misplaced, what's left is distaste
You should give up on me like I have
Being 20 is harder these days (x3) I'm so done so done so fucking done with it
Yeah I know I fucked up and that's okay, I've put myself in worst situations
Some still under investigation
I have myself to blame and nobody else, this is something I've finally accepted about myself
AND I'M FALLING APART LIKE MY FRIENDS; I KNOW FROM EXPERIENCE THIS SHIT NEVER ENDS
I'M SO FUCKING DONE WITH IT
Being 20 is harder these days (x2), Being alive is harder these days
I'm so done so done so fucking done with it
(faster)
Being alive is harder these days (x3) and I'm so fucking done with it
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9. |
SAD Drunk
04:09
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Because Anarchy
00:59
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Been thinkin a lot tonight about how your hair looks in the moonlight
It has been far too long, since you have been in my arms
I think I am going crazy, legitimately batshit
But what else can you expect, this is what I get for listening to the ergs
Been spending a lot of time with my guitar sitting on this bed
all these things going through my head, not understanding a word i've said
You think I've been getting lazy, but writer's block just drove me crazy
It's really hard to keep your head up, when your head is bringing you down
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11. |
If We Went to Hogwarts
01:45
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You are my hermoine, and I am your Ron
I can't do mathematics, but I can write you a song
Clad with wizard references, but I know you love this stuff
Not since the battle at hogwarts castle, has life been this tough
but I love you, yes I love you
I could find you in the library, you'd find me in the great hall
You'd have books under your arm, I'd have no books at all
But you'd know I loved you from the way I'd sit and stare
And I'd know you loved me too, it shows in how much you care
if we were wizards, if we went to hogwarts
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12. |
It's So Easy
02:24
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The phone is ringing off the hook but I'm not picking it up
I don't care who's on the line, I have been there enough
And you know how I get when I get this way
You can tell me once or twice, but you know how I am
My memory is shot, or else I just don't give a damn
If you're not getting this, I don't what else to say
Why can't I just fucking die. It's so easy, so easy.
I'm tired of being the only one who tries. Just shoot me, just shoot me
I'm stuck in these situations, victim of these implications.
Fascination with lacerations, exacerbation, emancipation.
Why can't I just fucking die - Woah Oh
I tried to be still but my arms still shook, there you are giving me that look
I wouldn't do this to myself, I always go to you for help -Maybe all I need is to calm the fuck down
If you really want my advice, I think that we should all give up
A nihilistic approach to life is the only way we'll smile enough -At least until we take a torch to this fucking town
And watch it burn down!
Why can't I just fucking die. It's so easy, so easy.
I'm tired of being the only one who tries. Just shoot me, just shoot me
I'm stuck here with the same solution, turning it into absolution
brain polution, no retribution, electrocution, execution
Why can't I just fucking die - Woah oh
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Tales From the Port
00:32
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Tall Tales - Six Months
01:44
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What's Going On? Idk
02:49
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Chorus: Do I have welcome written on my forehead? No!
Because I'm not your fucking doormat anymore
So when you wipe your feet on me and everyone you know
I will send more mud to the next place that you go
Because it won't be my house, no!
This highway looks familiar, I've seen it twice before
That last time I was past these parts was for our winter tour
Now I'm without band and without the love and
Dealing with the hate from someone I thought I could trust
A couple hundred bucks, and not a lot of luck
I had fun in Florida but my heart couldn't give one fuck
Chorus
Upon introspection I was left with an epiphany,
which helped me to realize that you were never good for me
And if our friendship dies, it will not be me who cries
So why should I fight to keep this fucking sinking ship alive
It's happened once before, been treated like a floor
But one thing for certain is it won't happen anymore
Chorus (x2)
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Sometimes I miss being at Hogwarts
But the ministry suits me so much better these days
So for now I'm employed as an auror
Trying to make the death eaters go away
We all lost people we love at the battle of hogwarts
We need to do what we can to stay strong
Growing up is what I'm worst at
And we're not, so different that way
Growing up is what your'e worst at
I know that we'll get it right some day
Sometimes I hate doing magic
But muggle studies wasn't my best subject in school
I was better at transfiguration, charms, potions, and apparation
But I still feel I've got a long way to go
I'm always finding magic ways to
get myself through these murky days
Growing up is what I'm worst at
And we're not, so different that way
Growing up is what your'e worst at
I know that we'll get it right some day
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22. |
Muggle Dueling Club
01:51
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dragon heartstring core in my 10 inch yew, but I'm ditching this wand and coming after you
I don't need to curse and i don't need to hex, I just need these fists - so stop trying to flex
I've always been the best in my class, learning everything I need to pass
but don't worry I am more than qualified to kick your ass
so just meet me after class, and we'll fight in the grass
by that big willow tree, handing out whompings for free
so come along now, you've marked our path i'll strike this match and we can explode
Put your wand down, we don't need spells, there's no way in hell I'm going to let you go
I can't believe that thing you said, I wish you and your friends were dead
If I could end you right now I swear I'd find a way how to pull it off without dementers kissing me now you're all covered in mud, damn right i'm a fucking mudblood, pal
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