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years wasted beers tasted (Demo 2023)

by ben idle

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how come preparing for disaster always seems to make it come faster?
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Man I'm broken. I quit drinking and smoking but I can't place a finger on what's killing me. Here's a token of my lack of appreciation, I need inebriation, man I lack patience. And I know, everyone's been through this before. And I'm a joke, I'm nothing more. If two years is nothing then ten years is nothing. Now I'm the punchline to a joke I set up months ago, this happens to me all of the time. When it's crunch time, I disappoint myself twice as much as I let down anyone else. And I'm sorry for everything that I have fucked up and to everyone who is caught up in these ambitions of mine, man, ambition's a crime. I'm sorry that you were a part of this, even though I warned you at the start of this, and I don't know why you didn't run away but I'm thankful as fuck for you every day. Fuck my life.
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hiding in my bedroom at a party i threw, i got too lit to fast - i hope my roommates aren't too mad you wanted to stay the night, i told you that my dog might bite, even though it's not a lie it definitely wasn't why she says my songs sound happy but they're secretly sad, i said life's just a party that you kill yourself at. don't listen to the words that's the part that's bad, but those melodies are golden people always think that they make me uncomfortable. i asked correna why's that, she said it's because they do so when i asked to kiss you i wasn't sure what you'd do but i guess it worked out - i felt my feet lift from the ground
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these are demos for songs that i used to play solo on acoustic but now i am learning how to write drum and bass parts and i'm using these old songs to learn how to record/engineer/produce music on my own. I will be releasing a final version of these songs with real drums once I am confident in my abilities to produce at a level of quality i can be proud of

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released June 4, 2023

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